New Lair of Thoughts

2009 // ——> GONE!!

First off,

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

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If you look at your desktop clock, it’ll probably be showing you 11:19 AM. If you hover your cursor over it, the thing that pop out is Friday, 1 January, 2010.

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Ok, big deal, but, hey! it’s 2010 already! Damn it. Time really does fly so fast. It’s crazy enough to think how much have happened, how much I’ve matured throught the year, how crazy I got, how down I was, how ugly I was, how beautiful I was at some point.

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Every year, you see friends come and go. 2009 marks the very awesome start of a bond with my UTP batchmates especially my coursemates and the borneo people. 2008 was me entering UTP, adjusting. Last year was awesome. The friends you have right now are the ones you never thought was those that you’d ever be friends with. I got to see how I change with the environment, how I really adapt to some people and that was one of the better happenings of last year. I leaarnt the hard way that things are not always going to go my way.

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Love story was sucky too. It goes up then come crashing down. My world goes up, then it turned upside down. I guess that’s what it takes to be in love, it’s the risk you need to take, risking your heart. I’ve never found a way to forget her, and even though we’ve been separated by words, I still like her. Now, we’re back on track after settlings all of our misunderstandings and wrongs. I <3 her. I need her. 2010, please be good to us. When you were born oh 2010, our love was reborn too, :)

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Seriously, I’ve been a wilder and bad-er boy too last year. Haha. I tasted cigarettes, and alcohols to the point where I think I am seriously gonna be addicted. I’ve broken my own trust to myself never to go near those things. But, pressure got to me at some point and boy oh boy look at what’s around me. Friends for life and friends at night. haha. Those things are really good for only a second or two then they make you hate them for good for a lifetime of sickness to come. haha. But, I still need them sometimes ;)

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Oh, oh. I don’t know what else to talk about. Life is life. Live life to the fullest kan? Don’t stop me from moulding myself on my own. I know God is here along the way. He’s certainly guiding me through. Faith is all I have when there’s really no one else for me.

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Anyway, I ended my 2009 with a bang, I hope you have too! woo hoo. Let’s look forward to a great new year. Oh shit, results, please don’t be shitty. I meant what I said about looking forward to a great new year. hahahahaha. :) :)

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And I’m out. (yeah. first post of the year!)